Month: February 2018
Lifesaving 101
When I was a Boy Scout in my early teen years, one of the requirements was to learn lifesaving techniques. There was a merit badge for it and it was needed to move up in the ranks. I eventually achieved the Eagle Scout award.
I was at Scout camp and one of the requirements was to learn how to save someone who was drowning. This was really stressful to me because I did not swim that well (I still can’t) and was afraid of getting in water that was too deep. Especially in water where I could not see the bottom.
One of the counselors was about 150′ feet away from shore in this lake at our camp. He was thrashing in the water, pretending to be drowning. My job was to swim out to him, spin him around, wrap my arm around his chest and swim back to shore with one arm. It looked easy enough as I watched the other Scouts do it with no problem.
But, what I did not know is that my “victim” had decided to be as realistic as possible. He was flailing in the water more. He was screaming like he was really drowning. And he pretended to go under every few seconds. My leader encouraged me to get to him as fast as possible, so I ran to the water and began swimming as soon as it was deep enough.
I was a slow swimmer so it took me longer to get there. When I finally did, I told him to turn around and lie on his back. He continued to act like he was in a panic.
What happened next was something I was not expecting. As soon as I reached for him to turn him around, he grabbed me and pushed me under water. I got away and popped back up but did not have a chance to get some air before it happened, so I was gasping as my head rose above the water.
Playing the drowning victim, the counselor once again grabbed my head and pushed me under again. This time, I was the one who panicked. As I went under the surface, I gasped and swallowed water and I knew at that moment that I was in trouble. He continued to hold my head under water and as I tried to push away from him. And at that very moment, out of pure instinct, I did the only thing that I thought would help me. I kicked. I kicked him. I kicked him right in the crotch. I kicked him right in the crotch very, very hard. He let go.
As I pushed away, my head finally surfaced and I was coughing and spitting water. I began to back pedal to get away from him and back to shore and as I did, I could hear him moaning. What I didn’t realize was that he was not concerned with grabbing me anymore. His only concern was to save himself at this point. Obviously, he was in a lot of pain. I had no problem with that.
I paddled back to where I could at least stand up, coughing badly the whole way. As I walked up on shore, I was met by the Scout leader. I thought I had failed.
“What happened out there son?”, he said.
I replied, “He tried to drown me so I had to get away from him, sir”. I really thought I had failed.
“Then you did the right thing”, he said. “If you cannot save the person in the water, don’t let him drown both of you. Do whatever it takes to get away from him. You have earned your merit badge.”
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As Christians, we have a natural tendency to want to help other people in need. That is the heart of Jesus, full of compassion and love. But sometimes the person we may be trying to help or rescue will pull us under as well, leaving us gasping and trying to get our head above water. Once we have started helping, we feel obligated to see them through. And by doing this, we are making them dependent on us to the point to where we can be taken advantage of.
We want to hang on and we want to help them, but sometimes we risk drowning ourselves. We have to know when to push away and save ourselves.
And, if we hang on longer than we should, our relationship with God begins to suffer. It happens slowly so that it doesn’t seem painful at first, but it is still slowly drowning us.
This applies to many types of relationships. The desire to help the drug addict or alcoholic who will not take the steps to help themselves. The adult children who constantly expect help from their parents and get upset when the parents are barely getting by themselves. A co-dependent relationship that pushes a person to the point to where one of them feels as if they are drowning.
It is the same way with distractions in our lives or anything that takes us away from our relationship with God. One of my very best friends sends me texts some mornings with encouraging words from God. She is one of the most faithful and dependable prayer warriors I know. I always know when I have gotten a text from her because it will be 4 or 5 texts in a row, almost like an alarm going off!
This morning, she sent me this: “Give Him praise today and let go of everything that keeps you from focusing on Him!!! Let the chains fall and just give Him praise for what God wants to do in you!! Relinquish all that keeps us bound and let us be free in Him!”
When we completely focus on God, free from distractions, we are prevented from being pulled under and can swim safely to shore.
Let go and let God!
My First Car
I did not own a car until my Senior year at Shawnee High School in Oklahoma.
I got to drive my Mom’s car or I rode with friends. My Mom had a 1970 Dodge Charger when I turned 16, so that was a bonus.
So, my Senior year in high school, my Dad helped me finance a used car so that I would have something to drive to college that fall.
I didn’t care what kind of car it was as long as it was mine. So, we bought a 1970 AMC Gremlin, with the same 6 cylinder engine used in Jeeps. A Gremlin looks like a chopped off station wagon. It was a standard transmission so I had to learn to drive a stick shift.
I drove that ugly car back and forth to Seminole State College five days a week for 2 years. I put a lot of miles on it and that car took a beating. I think I tried to run it into the ground because I thought if I did, my Dad would help me buy another car. I wanted to get rid of that car so bad. Believe it or not, I actually got dates even though I drove a Gremlin. It was one of those “it’s so ugly that it’s cute” cars.
About a month before I was supposed to graduate from college, my Dad sat me down and said “Mike, I am really proud of you for following through and getting your degree. And because of that, I am going to buy you another car.” I was shocked and really excited! “On your last day of classes, it will be sitting behnd the house,” he said.
FINALLY!!! I was going to get rid of the Gremlin forever! That rattle trap was going to be somebody else’s headache. What kind of car would it be? What color would it be? A Camaro? A Firebird? A Mustang? I would have settled for a Dodge Dart.
So, that last day of class I was watching the clock all through every class, especially the last one. All I could think about was getting rid of the Gremlin and seeing the new car I was going to be greeted by when I got to the back of the house.
As soon as that last class was over, I walked briskly to the parking lot. I started the car and took off a lot faster than I normally do. What usually took 35 minutes to drive only took me 20 that day.
As I pulled up in front of the house, I had the door open before I even turned the key off. I took off running down the long gravel driveway toward the back of the house. As I rounded the corner, I saw my Dad standing there smiling proudly because he knew how excited I was to finally get another car. I looked him in the eyes briefly before I saw it. I stopped dead in my tracks.
Parked there in front of me was a tan 1975………..AMC Gremlin. Yes. A Gremlin.
I looked at my Dad and saw the big smile on his face and all I could do was give him a smile back and say “Thanks Dad”. He had no idea that I was disappointed in the car he chose and I wasn’t about to let him know.
You see, I got exactly what I wanted…a different car than what I already had. But, when I got exactly what I wanted, it did not look like what I had in my mind. I soon learned to love that car and created a lot of good memories in it.
Sometimes when we begin to pray for something that we desire a lot, we pray for the most important things. The things that we desire the most. Its just that when those prayers are answered, it doesn’t always look like what we expected it to.
A father prays that his little girl is cured of cancer, hoping that she will just get up and walk out of the hospital. Instead, God heals her by taking her to Heaven with Him, completely healed forever. It is what the Dad prayed for….just not the way he had in mind.
The single mother, broken from divorce, begins to pray for a Godly man who will sit in church with her, who will support her dreams, who will take care of her financially and emotionally and will love her children like his own. And God sends her exactly what she prayed for, but he doesn’t look exactly like what she expected.
You see, God really does give us the desires of our hearts. But He also gives us ways to protect us. The answered prayer doesn’t always look like what we expected, but He always gives us what He knows is best for us. It is up to us whether we reject what He gives us and go find something else. Or, we can look at our Father with a smile and thank Him for giving us exactly what we asked for.